莫名奇妙

这个好橡什么都做不好..那么的爱挑剔又诸多要求..好想一直呆在自己的幻想世界里..只有在那里一切的问题都能解决..没有两全其美的方法吗?? 我是认真的..♥你不是两三天..加油吧傻瓜! Love

哭泣的夜

他睡着了. 而我...被抛到九霄云外了. 再次被遗忘! 一千万滴泪在心里淌着! 难道... 在一起久了就不再需要之前的烂漫,惊喜了?

失落_失望

莫名的失落。。 好。。是真的好麽? 还是配合你,迁就你,就因为不想看见你勉强? 有时连我都不太了解自己了 总口是心非 就为了不想麻烦人,勉强人,求人 最后就自己一个人 不太开心! *I hope there is a technology that can read through people's heart and mind.*

515 一周年纪念

不知不觉一年就这样的过了
还真是不知不觉呢！
谢谢你不断的包容体谅我的坏脾气，我的暴躁！

感谢你 
在我难过时陪我一起过
在我忙于作业与考试的当儿陪我一起熬（最近有减少咯）
在我饿肚子时煮好吃的喂饱我
还做我的司机载我到处走
好多好多的感谢也不知该从何说起 

最近我们都常腻在一起，少了你真的好不习惯。
所以，请别抛下我！

当你问我想要什么礼物，
说实话，我还真没想要收到什么
因为没想过会有礼物
但是呢，你问我了之后就害我还真的有点期待的
不知道你会送什么 

可是，重点来了！
我真的不想你花太大数目的金额在礼物上呢
因为我知道钱不容易赚的 而且我也看到你做工的辛苦。 

其实你只要带我去吃一顿饭，我就会很开心了！
我是个简单又容易满足的小孩！
最后，
大大声的在心里说一周年快乐哟！
我爱你，我的dear.
Be My Mr. Right!

20130511

没有华丽复杂的文字,只有平凡简单想表达的几个字。。 也许就像我一样平凡得不起眼,常被人给遗忘。 简单的被人觉得像笨蛋! 我失眠了 最近太多事情的发生,让我这简单的脑袋无法正常运作。 整天忽视乱想。 想你干嘛老不满意我的这个那个。 我真的那么差麽? 想你为什么再也没陪我读书了。 我真的那么笨麽? 想你为什么嫌弃我选的东西。 我真的那么没眼光麽? 想你为什么都自己先睡了。 我真的那么讨厌麽? 想你为什么都爱理不理的。 我真的那么烦麽? 想你为什么没再陪我游泳了。 我真的肥到那么难看麽? 还是你也和他一样? 我以不再那么需要了。

19.8.2012

I success to log in your blog!!So play with your blog for awhile?!! :D 

Who ask you go back celebrate your Raya and enjoy with your family but I'm alone in Cyber.. some more need do my assignment-.-how pity~~ :( I know I shouldn't blame for that because you not always go back also.. 

 BUT 

you know people will feel lonely when you not beside mar~ Then,will keep emo..Just like today! Being wake up by those stupid peoplesss then start to moody and keep show :( face>< I'm sorry for that immature behaviour,but I just can't control myself for showing :) face although I'm angry! If I really did that,seriously that not me already :x 

Anyway,I'm feel much better after chat with mummy~~ So,family is still my ♥..Then you ar..Hmmmmmm~~~~

:-|

running man better off :-|

|| Home ||

回到家总想着早一些会来

回来不久却又想念家里的生活

最近感觉越来越累

不管什么事都觉得不顺心

-我就是学不会放下-

so if by the time bar closes and i feel like falling down

will you carry me home? tonight

|| 迟钝的你 ||

如题。

我还在等你

等一个迟钝的你 ♥

我们都是没有安全感的人

纵使自己知道有些无理取闹

-但就是想要证明自己的重要性-

|| 清晨 ||

始终还是忍不住 

='(

|| 心 ||

这一段时间发生了很多事 

感触也很多 心情的起伏也很大

你牵动我的心

不理我对是一种伤害 

等待也让我坐立不安 

可是只要一联系 我就什么都忘了

我也不善于表达 简单但却很直接 

我说了很多很多 只想让你开心些 

我能做的也不多 就想看见你微笑 

所以请给我一个开心微笑的你 =) ♥

|| 十八般武艺 - 跨越。生活营 ||

距离上一个生活营-冲上云霄已经有一段日子了
当这次along对我们确定的说Banting 福建会馆少年组又搞生活营之后
平时平淡的生活又再次点起涟漪。

虽然早在大半年前就已经接获消息，
可是由于我们这一班88年的都在Cyberjaya这里就学，
所以无法参与许多的筹备工作，就选择和上次一样，当个协调员就好。

时间一点一滴的过去，倒数入营的时间也越来越近~
那时的心情真的是百感交集~
营员的岁数比上次来的年长，担心会不会又点叛逆，不好带。
营员人数也不够（之前），工委会认识的人也不多~
再加上我们这几个盟友的私人问题：
woobi 当天有考试，shu sheng家人下来KL，wee fatt 有做工，
还有我80多岁的爷爷星期日生日 等。
让这未到来的生活营蒙上一层阴影...

在工委入营的那天，大家只能秉着既来之，则安之的心情往Banting驶去~
到ah hai家后，大家都一直在讨论这个讨论那个 xD
到了傍晚就去和along他们一起用晚餐，就出发去营地了。
接下来就是工委介绍，开会，讲解流程，尝试破冰游戏，学团康（跳得不是很好）~


回到ah hai家后，大家决定一起练习团康，不丢88年的脸！
跳完跨越星光后，又想搞定无乐不作，弄到半夜3点多才去冲凉~
之后大家又不知道在high什么，怎么也睡不着 = =


睡了差不多2小时之后就起来准备，7点半就出发去吃肉骨茶~
严重睡眠不足的我吃了一点就没胃口了 >.<
9点准时到达营地准备迎接营员的到来！
补充一下-我被分派到蜀山当协调员。

OMG！
营员到达后，都不知道是谁把麦克风塞给我，让我指挥他们排队坐下。
说点无聊的东西 -__-"" 幸运的是很快的营长就把棒子接走了~ =)
游戏开始！到处找人签名~
戴项链：晓璇（竟然找到了自己的组员） 长头发：嘉棋 鬼脸：巧帏 手机：浩毅 等~

分组之后，我蜀山的精英都聚齐啦~ 大概介绍一下：

晓璇 = 无时无刻日月无休自动式发high机（喜欢咸蛋超人）
有她在就不会不high啦~本人很喜欢和她聊天。 (V<>V)

静仪：可爱害羞腼腆又娇滴滴（虽然她不承认）的小公主
呵呵，因为这样个人还蛮喜欢作弄她的~ (*^^*)

俊达： 尊重，主动快热型，不怕任何的游戏挑战
Wat Cow!!~这句话让我印象深刻，有他带组让我轻松很多~ o.0

炜健： 慢热被煽动型，比拼才能激发斗志
LOL~刚开始就不睬我!还好只是短暂的调解~ ^^ 之后的竞赛表现出众！^^

竣宇：表演欲强，配合度高，需要观众
自告奋勇当起戏剧其中一要角，努力的背我写的剧稿！xD

俊斌：不喜欢弄肮脏，喜欢与众不同，耍宝
平时喜欢作弄女生 >.< 不过需要配合时还是会听话的好孩子 =>

中山：平时沉默寡言，独立，稳重
对于他，只要给与清楚的指令就ok了，队伍中的中立支柱 =]

宏光： 温柔可爱圆滑，协调剂
队伍里的开心果，光是看到就开心了，被晓璇取名-小胖！ (0^^0)

之后就要介绍蜀山的长老们了~
光蔚：营里的幕后支柱，不常露脸，忙着解决营里的问题
华煊：有空就一定前来协助，吃饭时间也一定陪大家吃饭闲聊
颖琇：经常过来帮我撑组，给与队员鼓励及意见，女生们的听话筒

由于队员之间的磨合，第一天竞赛的进度不太理想 =( 就这样，第一天过去了。


第二天早上做了很激烈的早操 = ="
之后就去玩X-Game了，在等的当儿还要想晚上的戏剧表演~
好不容易统一分歧的意见，就开始选人物角色。
好想演~ ^^ 可是还是把机会流给年轻人
问题是.....根本没足够的时间排演啊!!!

之后还被一个小弟弟拖下水里 @@ 无言...
本来鞋不会湿的！


划船蛮不错的，考验队友之间的默契~
和ah ling划了一圈，就赶快上岸了，因为要去帮他包饭盒~
就这样也和其他工委有了交谈。
午饭时间大家围在一起吃饭，有说有笑，真快乐。


水战开启!!
原来大家对抛水球都不在行 xD
倒是喜欢拔河，玩泥巴~（这里要对廷如说对不起啦）
COW!下一关竟然是沟渠水!!! 也太不卫生了吧~要检讨检讨~
最后一关大家都拼了，我也不例外，水桶照淹，面粉照吃! 足足玩了3次~爽啊!


[休息时间]
极速冲凉之后，带上道具就直接冲向礼堂和他们沟通戏剧事宜~
多亏我有那能干的小小小小璇~她在一有空档的时间就不停为大家抄写台词，感谢您！
大家简单的看我一一为每个人的角色演练了一篇后，就开始忙着比手划脚，嘴里念念有词~

<营火会>
脱掉脱掉脱掉，上衣脱掉~ @@
火把热情的燃烧，也燃烧了隔离大家的一道纸墙~
玩得很疯狂，但连续了一整天的活动也太累人了吧 >.< 我们都是上了年纪的活宝了 ^^

戏剧表演 - Show Time
呵呵，虽然难免出现一些小差错~
但是不用紧，在你们后面，有我这个靠山!
我来补救就好~ ^^

俊达，你也太wat cow了吧~风扇跌下来怎么办？
晓璇，= = 静仪明明这么大一粒蹲在那里，你也看不到 - 汗滴|||||
炜健，这个佛陀还真瘦 xD
竣宇，很ok啦~女声再嗲一点效果就出来咯~
中山，魔镜魔镜再大胆一点会更佳哦!
俊斌&宏光，配角也可以别有一番天地哦，角色揣摩掌握在自己手上~
静仪，最后....还是牵手了哦! xD 可喜可贺，可口可乐! =D
就在这样吵吵闹闹，我们结束了第2天...

Oh God!3点45分~
就被叫醒了 -__- 抓小偷的是不用睡觉噢??!!
这次和巧帏执掌同一条街道，当个移动式的照明灯~
不好意思啦，后面街没照明灯，所以我必须过去照明那里~
呵呵，无聊的时候还趁营员被照而无法移动的当儿和他们一起拍照 xD

武林群聚执行最后一项游戏
大家都竭尽所能的拼到底 你们的努力，哥哥我看到了咯!
个组的站长也对你们的表现给与表扬哦~
我也蛮喜欢玩的，9宫格沃最拿手，也挑战4号码4部位成功 ^^

[成绩公布]
蜀山获得全场季军!
最佳男营员 - 俊达
最受欢迎女营员 - 晓璇
无比欣慰!我们做到了，从第一天的倒数队伍慢慢的爬上前3名!
非常不容易也不简单~你们好棒!

天下无不散之宴席
该来的总会到来 这次的感触真的很深刻
虽然才短短的3天，但感觉一直围绕在自己面前的孩子就要离去
尽然是那么的不舍~也许这就是为人父母的体会...

好不容易开启的一道门 不要让它再次关闭
把这份爱与勇气带回去 散播给你身边的每一个人
有缘我们会再相遇!

|| 十八般武艺 - 跨越。生活营 - [完] ||

离开营地，我们朝向福建餐馆开去~
是时候慰劳下自己了!辛苦了这么多天，要好好饱餐一顿~
之后大家各自道别回家...
累!回到家洗衣冲凉晒衣加朋友后就无意识的睡去了 =)

这次的生活营认识到了许多新朋友~
让让我们一起来玩耍~ ^^

之后的照片再补上吧~ =>

|| Unhealthy Life ||

@@ Yes, just like the title means...

unhealthy life~
sleep at the morning and wake up at evening
most of the days just having one meal per day = =
haha...try to slim down?
NO...i'm slim =)
just feel bored at midnite..
so play games, watch pps,
sometimes go sing k, go cc, go yum cha with gang.
I miss melaka, LOL
cos i will sleep much more early than cyberjaya..
if not my mum will nag me..haha..
I miss all my friend too, since the last CNY,
i din meet them till now >.<
but i'm lazy to go out when bac to melaka..haha..

last 3 weeks of study and 2 weeks of exam period i will be out for MMU for my degree
time pass vy fast..3 years in cyberjaya life almost reach to the end..
not yet decide what to do after graduate..
thinking of continue study master or some professional course..
my mum also support me to study higher =p
as she wish to have a master son at home = =
but some elder advise to work for experience first...
so...still consider it...if can study at melaka is better la..
more relax and can lower living cost...
haiz...keep it at side 1st..lazy to think of it...
takes time to do research for it...
if wan go for a job also need to send resume and interview..
and my choice of workplace falls to KL and next just melaka,
cos the opportunity is higher...
All the best for me =)
c ya!

|| 新明星3缺1 Online! ||

Recently sick of this game in facebook...
hahaha... some of my frien also join me play..
but everytime when i play with them i cant win money one @@
I only win when i play alone...
WHY huh??!!
Its ok la, don make me pokai then ok le...

新明星3缺1
Online!

|| ITS YOU ||

That's a distance from my last post..
I just lazy to post my blog although i do have a lot story of my life to share...

TODAY, I'M HERE AGAIN!!
Because of YOU! :)
i was so shock when saw ur nick appear on my msn contact...
that makes me to click on it and check the appearance...
I was stunned for 2 seconds...
I'm not dreaming... ITS YOU~
hmmm....what i feel now? surprise surprise surprise ^(non-stop)
then follow by happy and exciting..
really appreciate that...
thx ya! i wish that it could be better and more better....
i believe it will come true....

-stars-words-card-

|| Internship ||

muahahaha~
internship going to end soon...
next week will be my last road trip in JTM~
haha..not yet explain wat is JTM...
JTM is a outsourcing marketing solution company i work as intern..
Jack Tan Marketing!!
Juice JTM~juiceeeees..
we have Joye!
we have Team work!
we are Motivated!
juiceeess...JTM!!

hoho...this time road trip location will be Butterworth, Penang...
last road trip at Melaka, the road trip before that also at Penang, but is Penang Island~
soon...i will be very free...
thinking of wat to do... hmmm....
I'M THINKING!!

|| Finished all coursework ||

finally, we finish all our coursework this week...
damn busy seems last 2 week...
taking 6 subject this semester~
Japanese,programming, derivatives, financial analysis, research mythology,E-commerce
for Japanese, just can say:" wakalimasen" >.<"
Programming:" Ur coding is no problem, just user manual is not good" =.=
Derivatives:"Are u new student?" @.@
Fin. Analysis:"..........." cos i din go to class recently +.+
Research mythology:"copy,paste,edit,checking,submit" ^^
E-commerce:" Wtf!!!give us presentation's mark so low..!@#$%^&* u~!"

haha...but nvm..its over now~
final is coming..but nth to scare, cos scare also no use >.<"
relax..study when u need and want to study..
force study is not applicable to me~ :p

BTW,the weather is so hot!!freaking hot....
but nite will become so cold =.=" sot sot one...
everyone take care ya...drink more water and get away from flu!!
H1N1...pig flu?lol...the pig is innocent!!!hahaha...
thats all for today..cos its too hot now..cant think anything to write.. X(

|| MOney & U ||

这两天又有了许多感触。。
告别Money & U 的日子已经有1年多了。。
再次重返的感觉也有所不同。。
身份也不再是新生学习了。。
而是以复习生姿态出现。。

&

想要表达的还很多很多。。
但明天11am有日文课。。
所以还是决定先休息，
明天再来感觉我想要说的是~

||♥ Sumary of January - April 2009 ||

Yo everyone, I'm Back again..
open this blog since 5 June 2007
but din update it frequently >.<" so sorry to myself..
miss a lot of thing that should be post....

I require to go for internship for my next semester..
hahaha...so keep send resume,wait reply, interview...
so fun...it is a nice experience for me..
some of the interviewer is kind and friendly and most of them are pretty :p lolz..no la...
in my mind,i think that the interview is some kind of serious atmosphere..
but then i feel that i'm wrong~
it just some nervous but with extreme excited feeling..
relax relax relax~keep smile and answer something and promote ur self! XD
I success get an offer from an accounting firm company,
and a 2nd interview chance for a marketing firm company!
still in consider about this 2 company..
don no which is most suit to me and can let me learn something interesting ^^

another thing which is very important!that is~
i'm happy most of the time in my life here... :D
take care and accompany by friens, like ~✿sheng my dearest roommate
we spend most of the time with each other, gaming, breakst,lunch,dinner,supper, chatting, discussion,assignment,tv,music..haha~

Another gang which is fatt,hai,woobi,along..
the most frequent gathering we meet is in DOTA >.<"
sometime we also went for movie, sing K, dinner, basketball~

Now adding a new frien hui yee, which is my course mate..
with kind and funny and cheers me up most of the time..
always looking for sport members to walk away from bored.. -_-

How can i forget My DBMP(aloy/alai) & teng lun!!!
this few week we gather the most~
E-gate!!!!haha...
we have same interest and maybe is the ppl in the same basket~ :p
will keep laughing when spend my time with them~

Special thx for my new frien in facebook too..Jemyn,kathryn~
cute and friendly and care about my stuff :)

Thx for all my frien~!although u are not listed,
but u still recorded in my heart my mind.. ^^
without those frien..i think my single life will vy vy bore and lonely :(

|| 妈妈生气了 ||

做妈妈真辛苦,做对做好了没奖励,做错做坏了却一堆埋怨..
我真的不懂,我不懂得怎样疼爱她,一个付出了很多很多的妈妈..
每次回家都懒得做家事,每次也只拿了一个笔记本回家,
不是看电视,玩电脑,吃饭,就是睡觉..
久而久之都忘了回家的意义 =.="
大哥每次都说回家就多帮忙,陪陪家人..
我也明白啊,可是就是做不到..
说容易,做就没那么简单了..
我还算是一个容易被外来环境影响的人吧,一有好看的节目,游戏就什么都忘了..真悲哀 >.<"
妈妈吩咐要做的事情全部都抛在脑后了,她又是个急性子,总希望事情能尽快解决,不要拖泥带水.
所以,问题就来了..她看到我们吊儿郎当,要做不做,就开始火冒三丈,开战~
要是平时,生一生气,骂一骂也就没事了...可是爸爸好像在他们出去时又加了一把火下去 =_+
天啊!!!不火山爆炸才怪~~
妈妈是刀子口,豆腐心~佛心来的咧...
生气了就伤心的哭了,我看了也很心痛..却说不出什么好听安慰的话..
写到这里,自己都觉得这个孩子还有用的吗? >.< 烂死了~
妈妈每次伤心时都会说:''阿弟,妈妈说了你不听,以后就不再说了,算了."
其实我很想答啊,我很想听,我乐意听,可是我不知道要听什么,很多时候你们想要的是我们不想要的.
不是不想做,只是观念不同,角度不同吧了~大家都不认同彼此的想法,更坚持自己的想法..
所以,才造成不开心的结果...
很多父母也许会说:"父母养你们这么大,就不能顺父母的意吗?"
说到这里我真的没理由辩驳,父母恩实在是太大了,怎么还都还不完,这并不是可以用钱来衡量的,这是一辈子的时间,精神,精力,关怀还有爱...
妈妈也常说:"很多了都做得到'孝',但却没有办法做到'顺'."
我也非常赞同,顺没有想象中容易.我也何尝不是做不到顺呢..
妈妈今天想一个人睡,我不大放心,所以就下来写写部落格,打发时间..
不是宣扬我多好多关心她,只是想用自己的方式来陪陪她而已..
虽然她不知道我为什么一直呆在这里打字,还一直叫我上楼睡觉 :p
看来我得上去了,不然等下又激怒她就不好了 >.<"
妈,真的啦..爱你是不变的事情~晚安!!

|| Happy B'Day to Amyyyyyyyyyy ||

Happy birthday to my dear frien Ms. Amy

although no party so cant meet her this year

but still wish the birthday gal happy always~

|| ShOw iT iS mY biRtHdAy ||

+.+"

myself also don no wat i talking abt,

did u all know it?

few days to go~

going to using number [2] in my age >.<

sumtime hope the day can come faster but sumtime not

its really have many many things that happen in my past 10yrs life

many many 1st time experience appear in this 10yrs

i think most of the people also feel the same

hehehe~

but most of wat i think in mind is nice thing that happen in past

a lot of the bad thing i forgoten,

i hope to get those memory back

becoz it is part of my life in this world

appologize to the people i hurt

I'm sorry to [u]

but trust me,thats really not wat i wan

let go hate and welcome love

-is happy life-

for those who join membership of 2020[twenty twenty] club,

enjoy ur free membership for next 10yrs

Enjoy ya :p

Happy 20th~

没有理由的夜

是怎么了，阻断了的思绪，不明的压迫感，一丝丝喘气的空间都被夺取了。

过了许久的画面，一幕幕反复的在脑海中旋转。

烟花的灿烂，背影的孤独，倾盆的雨，默哀的心。

转变，想改变，不再想持续。

但，主宰的是心，被阻止，被剥夺。还能剩下什么...

一个人了，没有你的世界，彩虹也只是黑白...

放弃，有成千上万个理由，坚持，却只有一个理由。

结局？完结篇？

只能是待续...

|| HaPpY BiRtHdAy tO kOk wEi ||

Happy birthday to my dear friend~Kok Wei~
Wish him will happy always~
Tonite he have a party at his GF home..
Everyone pls give him a wish!!!
H a P p Y B i R t H d A y ~ ~

|| Valentine 2008 End ||

Few hour ago was a couple festival - Valentine..
Valentine's day is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery.
The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine . The day became associated with romantic love the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer High Middle Ages , when the tradition of courtly flourished.

I was celebrate it alone, maybe it can say that i spend the time with my house mate that also alone =.=" Morning I have a funny class with my funny lecturer MR.lamma, then continue with a new lecturer of MMU i think, because she look like just started to step into academic/education firm, but it not a problem, at least what she teach i can understand about 80%(hope so).

After 5pm, I decide to wash my cloth and bath st just see how to 'celebrate' my lonely Valentine x.X So I started play online RPG game with my H/mate 'Ah Fui', then we decide to go for our Valentine dinner at a bistro restaurant that near our condo, no candle light,no romantic music,no flowers,no romantic conditional.

MY Valentine Dinner Set
Nasi Lemak + Telur Goreng + Udang@kentang + Limau Ice = RM6.90

What can i do after dinner?still playing online game lo, maybe when u loss something then u might gain something. I suddenly become pro in that game,maybe they too noob, 3 times tripple kill and 3-4 time double kill and about 8-10 single kill. Total kill is 24 wor,never get this result before. :) This is the 2nd year I celebrate the Valentine myself :(

Hope next year I wont be alone......
Lelong lelong, Alex for sales
FOC FOC FOC....lol..
just trying promote my self here la,haha..

Anyway, happy Valentine for everyone and hope u all have your Valentine's day better than me :)

|| 大日子 D' Big Day ||

年复一年， 又到了一年一度的大日子。

虽然已是过去的大日子…

日子都过了许久，想不到我竟然还怀念着这一天…

有些期待，也有些失落…

不过知道她过得还不错，那就足够了。

也许这就是他们所说的，爱也许是放手，不一定是拥有。

感觉上她过得幸福，自己就能拥有一丝丝的幸福…

好了，不要想太多了，想得太多灰灰和蓝蓝就要来找我这个老朋友了:p

那就希望他能好好的照顾她吧 ..

/\/ 献给Jac /\/

|| 有点蓝的 兴 11/02/2008 22:22 ||

|| Is It You - Cassie ||

I'm looking for a lover not a friend 
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to 
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend 
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you 

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, 
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always 
Baby I like to have you in my way 
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, 
Wants to share, shows he cares 
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?) 
Could you be the one I need? 

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh) 
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains 
Someone who I can cry with trough the night 
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right 
And I'm looking for someone 

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, 
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always 
Baby I like to have you in my way 
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, 
Want to share, shows he cares 
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be this one I need? 

Take for grant 
How much I care (How much I care) 
And appreciates that I'm there 
Someone who listens 
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need?

|| Feel Blue - Jac ||

|| Chinese Horoscope 2008 Feb 7 - 2009 Jan २५ ||

Auggguaauhhhhh~~

General Though you will have many opportunities in terms of promotions, bestowed more responsibilities or the expansion of your business this year, there are more challenges ahead compared to the year of the Pig. You will be busier than usual but not necessary fruitful due to severe people problems. There will be more misunderstandings, betrayals, back-stabbings, and disputes this year. Hence, it is important to watch your back. Do not participate in any gossip corners and certainly avoid direct conflicts with others. There is also a high probability of being involved in legal situations. This year you might want to have more personal space. You will also be interested in religion, philosophy, metaphysics and other new age topics. This is a good year for those who are studying or doing research. Career The authority figures, management or your boss are likely to give you more opportunities to show of your strengths this year. There are more chances of promotions or being given more responsibilities. If you are in business, you may be considering expanding your business. You will be busy this year. However, severe office politics will prove to be very challenging for you. Avoid direct conflicts with others. This is the time to utilize your diplomatic skills. Do not trust anybody on the career front this year. Wealth Though your wealth luck is good this year, there is a concern of losing it through legal problems. If you are investing this year, you must do your own homework and go through the fine print. Even if it means that you need to take a longer time and greater effort to study into it before making a decision, it will be worth it. Relationship For those who are attached or married, you may want to have more personal space this year. For those who are single, the probability of meeting someone special is rather slim. Hang in there. Health You may suffer from lethargy, gastric and stomach problems, weak concentration and a short attention span. You may be more forgetful. Try to have adequate rest and be positive. Most of the health issues that will arise this year are due to people issues and being too stressed out. It may make you feel demoralized and even cause you to doubt yourself. Ensure that you surround yourself with a positive environment and positive people. People People problems are severe. Try to be humble, diplomatic and tactful. Avoid getting into any direct conflicts with others. Back-stabbings, betrayals and misunderstandings are very common this year. While others are trying to irritate you, especially on the career front, it is important to understand that you need to focus on your own goals and do not let others offend or affect your emotions so easily. Action Place a Hematite and Aragonite in your office or home.

|| Chinese New Year ||

Chinese New Year

The Chinese New Year has a great history. In other traditions, by this time in the year, most resolutions - made on December 31 - have been subtly forgotten and placed in a cupboard marked "maybe next year." However, all hope is not lost, as there's a second chance to start afresh with the celebration of Chinese New Year on February 12th.

The Chinese New Year is very similar to the Western one, swathed in traditions and rituals.

The origin of the Chinese New Year is itself centuries old - in fact, too old to actually be traced. It is popularly recognised as the Spring Festival and celebrations last 15 days.

Preparations tend to begin a month from the date of the Chinese New Year (similar to a Western Christmas), when people start buying presents, decoration materials, food and clothing. A huge clean-up gets underway days before the New Year, when Chinese houses are cleaned from top to bottom, to sweep away any traces of bad luck, and doors and windowpanes are given a new coat of paint, usually red. The doors and windows are then decorated with paper cuts and couplets with themes such as happiness, wealth and longevity printed on them.

The eve of the New Year is perhaps the most exciting part of the event, as anticipation creeps in. Here, traditions and rituals are very carefully observed in everything from food to clothing. Dinner is usually a feast of seafood and dumplings, signifying different good wishes. Delicacies include prawns, for liveliness and happiness, dried oysters (or ho xi), for all things good, raw fish salad or yu sheng to bring good luck and prosperity, Fai-hai (Angel Hair), an edible hair-like seaweed to bring prosperity, and dumplings boiled in water (Jiaozi) signifying a long-lost good wish for a family. It's usual to wear something red as this colour is meant to ward off evil spirits - but black and white are out, as these are associated with mourning. After dinner, the family sit up for the night playing cards, board games or watching TV programmes dedicated to the occasion. At midnight, the sky is lit up by fireworks.

On the day itself, an ancient custom called Hong Bao, meaning Red Packet, takes place. This involves married couples giving children and unmarried adults money in red envelopes. Then the family begins to say greetings from door to door, first to their relatives and then their neighbours. Like the Western saying "let bygones be bygones," at Chinese New Year, grudges are very easily cast aside.

The end of the New Year is marked by the Festival of Lanterns, which is a celebration with singing, dancing and lantern shows.

Although celebrations of the Chinese New Year vary, the underlying message is one of peace and happiness for family members and friends.

|| Yellow Yellow Yellow ||

Digi. Always the smartest choice~ Haha, meeting 'Wong Zai' at Genting Highland!!

Lalalala~take photo with ' Wong zai' o~

Hou Wong o~
small 'Wong zai'

Alex also become 'Xiu Wong Zai' ~

Big 'Wong Zai' Alex is coming~

Extreme Big 'Wong Zai'!!!!!!!!

Finally is~~~~~~~~
Alex with 2 real 'Wong Zai'!!

I will follow u~
~"Hou Wong ah!!!!!!!!"

|| hOLiDaY o0oOo0o ||

yaho0O0o0O0o~~~

Its my 3 week holiday

Just 3 week only

only 3 week =.=

now is the 1st week

Just back from Cameron with my family

All is vegie,fruits,tea and some snack

Quite boring for my holiday

all the day just eat,watch tv,online,play my online tribalwars(game)

Got anyone wanna date me out?FOC o :p

wakakaka

long time no go for movie alr

lazy & don no wan find who to go together

haiz...Don care la

Wait my mui mui finish their exam first just see got chance to go watch or not

...Boring,Boring,Boring...

Ok la,next time just post the photo up here

Happy Holiday!!!

~if can (=_=)"