|| Finished all coursework ||

finally, we finish all our coursework this week...
damn busy seems last 2 week...
taking 6 subject this semester~
Japanese,programming, derivatives, financial analysis, research mythology,E-commerce
for Japanese, just can say:" wakalimasen" >.<"
Programming:" Ur coding is no problem, just user manual is not good" =.=
Derivatives:"Are u new student?" @.@
Fin. Analysis:"..........." cos i din go to class recently +.+
Research mythology:"copy,paste,edit,checking,submit" ^^
E-commerce:" Wtf!!!give us presentation's mark so low..!@#$%^&* u~!"

haha...but nvm..its over now~
final is coming..but nth to scare, cos scare also no use >.<"
relax..study when u need and want to study..
force study is not applicable to me~ :p

BTW,the weather is so hot!!freaking hot....
but nite will become so cold =.=" sot sot one...
everyone take care ya...drink more water and get away from flu!!
H1N1...pig flu?lol...the pig is innocent!!!hahaha...
thats all for today..cos its too hot now..cant think anything to write.. X(

|| MOney & U ||

这两天又有了许多感触。。
告别Money & U 的日子已经有1年多了。。
再次重返的感觉也有所不同。。
身份也不再是新生学习了。。
而是以复习生姿态出现。。

&

想要表达的还很多很多。。
但明天11am有日文课。。
所以还是决定先休息，
明天再来感觉我想要说的是~

||♥ Sumary of January - April 2009 ||

Yo everyone, I'm Back again..
open this blog since 5 June 2007
but din update it frequently >.<" so sorry to myself..
miss a lot of thing that should be post....

I require to go for internship for my next semester..
hahaha...so keep send resume,wait reply, interview...
so fun...it is a nice experience for me..
some of the interviewer is kind and friendly and most of them are pretty :p lolz..no la...
in my mind,i think that the interview is some kind of serious atmosphere..
but then i feel that i'm wrong~
it just some nervous but with extreme excited feeling..
relax relax relax~keep smile and answer something and promote ur self! XD
I success get an offer from an accounting firm company,
and a 2nd interview chance for a marketing firm company!
still in consider about this 2 company..
don no which is most suit to me and can let me learn something interesting ^^

another thing which is very important!that is~
i'm happy most of the time in my life here... :D
take care and accompany by friens, like ~✿sheng my dearest roommate
we spend most of the time with each other, gaming, breakst,lunch,dinner,supper, chatting, discussion,assignment,tv,music..haha~

Another gang which is fatt,hai,woobi,along..
the most frequent gathering we meet is in DOTA >.<"
sometime we also went for movie, sing K, dinner, basketball~

Now adding a new frien hui yee, which is my course mate..
with kind and funny and cheers me up most of the time..
always looking for sport members to walk away from bored.. -_-

How can i forget My DBMP(aloy/alai) & teng lun!!!
this few week we gather the most~
E-gate!!!!haha...
we have same interest and maybe is the ppl in the same basket~ :p
will keep laughing when spend my time with them~

Special thx for my new frien in facebook too..Jemyn,kathryn~
cute and friendly and care about my stuff :)

Thx for all my frien~!although u are not listed,
but u still recorded in my heart my mind.. ^^
without those frien..i think my single life will vy vy bore and lonely :(

|| 妈妈生气了 ||

做妈妈真辛苦,做对做好了没奖励,做错做坏了却一堆埋怨..
我真的不懂,我不懂得怎样疼爱她,一个付出了很多很多的妈妈..
每次回家都懒得做家事,每次也只拿了一个笔记本回家,
不是看电视,玩电脑,吃饭,就是睡觉..
久而久之都忘了回家的意义 =.="
大哥每次都说回家就多帮忙,陪陪家人..
我也明白啊,可是就是做不到..
说容易,做就没那么简单了..
我还算是一个容易被外来环境影响的人吧,一有好看的节目,游戏就什么都忘了..真悲哀 >.<"
妈妈吩咐要做的事情全部都抛在脑后了,她又是个急性子,总希望事情能尽快解决,不要拖泥带水.
所以,问题就来了..她看到我们吊儿郎当,要做不做,就开始火冒三丈,开战~
要是平时,生一生气,骂一骂也就没事了...可是爸爸好像在他们出去时又加了一把火下去 =_+
天啊!!!不火山爆炸才怪~~
妈妈是刀子口,豆腐心~佛心来的咧...
生气了就伤心的哭了,我看了也很心痛..却说不出什么好听安慰的话..
写到这里,自己都觉得这个孩子还有用的吗? >.< 烂死了~
妈妈每次伤心时都会说:''阿弟,妈妈说了你不听,以后就不再说了,算了."
其实我很想答啊,我很想听,我乐意听,可是我不知道要听什么,很多时候你们想要的是我们不想要的.
不是不想做,只是观念不同,角度不同吧了~大家都不认同彼此的想法,更坚持自己的想法..
所以,才造成不开心的结果...
很多父母也许会说:"父母养你们这么大,就不能顺父母的意吗?"
说到这里我真的没理由辩驳,父母恩实在是太大了,怎么还都还不完,这并不是可以用钱来衡量的,这是一辈子的时间,精神,精力,关怀还有爱...
妈妈也常说:"很多了都做得到'孝',但却没有办法做到'顺'."
我也非常赞同,顺没有想象中容易.我也何尝不是做不到顺呢..
妈妈今天想一个人睡,我不大放心,所以就下来写写部落格,打发时间..
不是宣扬我多好多关心她,只是想用自己的方式来陪陪她而已..
虽然她不知道我为什么一直呆在这里打字,还一直叫我上楼睡觉 :p
看来我得上去了,不然等下又激怒她就不好了 >.<"
妈,真的啦..爱你是不变的事情~晚安!!

|| Happy B'Day to Amyyyyyyyyyy ||

Happy birthday to my dear frien Ms. Amy

although no party so cant meet her this year

but still wish the birthday gal happy always~

|| ShOw iT iS mY biRtHdAy ||

+.+"

myself also don no wat i talking abt,

did u all know it?

few days to go~

going to using number [2] in my age >.<

sumtime hope the day can come faster but sumtime not

its really have many many things that happen in my past 10yrs life

many many 1st time experience appear in this 10yrs

i think most of the people also feel the same

hehehe~

but most of wat i think in mind is nice thing that happen in past

a lot of the bad thing i forgoten,

i hope to get those memory back

becoz it is part of my life in this world

appologize to the people i hurt

I'm sorry to [u]

but trust me,thats really not wat i wan

let go hate and welcome love

-is happy life-

for those who join membership of 2020[twenty twenty] club,

enjoy ur free membership for next 10yrs

Enjoy ya :p

Happy 20th~

没有理由的夜

是怎么了，阻断了的思绪，不明的压迫感，一丝丝喘气的空间都被夺取了。

过了许久的画面，一幕幕反复的在脑海中旋转。

烟花的灿烂，背影的孤独，倾盆的雨，默哀的心。

转变，想改变，不再想持续。

但，主宰的是心，被阻止，被剥夺。还能剩下什么...

一个人了，没有你的世界，彩虹也只是黑白...

放弃，有成千上万个理由，坚持，却只有一个理由。

结局？完结篇？

只能是待续...

|| HaPpY BiRtHdAy tO kOk wEi ||

Happy birthday to my dear friend~Kok Wei~
Wish him will happy always~
Tonite he have a party at his GF home..
Everyone pls give him a wish!!!
H a P p Y B i R t H d A y ~ ~

|| Valentine 2008 End ||

Few hour ago was a couple festival - Valentine..
Valentine's day is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery.
The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine . The day became associated with romantic love the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer High Middle Ages , when the tradition of courtly flourished.

I was celebrate it alone, maybe it can say that i spend the time with my house mate that also alone =.=" Morning I have a funny class with my funny lecturer MR.lamma, then continue with a new lecturer of MMU i think, because she look like just started to step into academic/education firm, but it not a problem, at least what she teach i can understand about 80%(hope so).

After 5pm, I decide to wash my cloth and bath st just see how to 'celebrate' my lonely Valentine x.X So I started play online RPG game with my H/mate 'Ah Fui', then we decide to go for our Valentine dinner at a bistro restaurant that near our condo, no candle light,no romantic music,no flowers,no romantic conditional.

MY Valentine Dinner Set
Nasi Lemak + Telur Goreng + Udang@kentang + Limau Ice = RM6.90

What can i do after dinner?still playing online game lo, maybe when u loss something then u might gain something. I suddenly become pro in that game,maybe they too noob, 3 times tripple kill and 3-4 time double kill and about 8-10 single kill. Total kill is 24 wor,never get this result before. :) This is the 2nd year I celebrate the Valentine myself :(

Hope next year I wont be alone......
Lelong lelong, Alex for sales
FOC FOC FOC....lol..
just trying promote my self here la,haha..

Anyway, happy Valentine for everyone and hope u all have your Valentine's day better than me :)

|| 大日子 D' Big Day ||

年复一年， 又到了一年一度的大日子。

虽然已是过去的大日子…

日子都过了许久，想不到我竟然还怀念着这一天…

有些期待，也有些失落…

不过知道她过得还不错，那就足够了。

也许这就是他们所说的，爱也许是放手，不一定是拥有。

感觉上她过得幸福，自己就能拥有一丝丝的幸福…

好了，不要想太多了，想得太多灰灰和蓝蓝就要来找我这个老朋友了:p

那就希望他能好好的照顾她吧 ..

/\/ 献给Jac /\/

|| 有点蓝的 兴 11/02/2008 22:22 ||

|| Is It You - Cassie ||

I'm looking for a lover not a friend 
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to 
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend 
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you 

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, 
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always 
Baby I like to have you in my way 
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, 
Wants to share, shows he cares 
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?) 
Could you be the one I need? 

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh) 
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains 
Someone who I can cry with trough the night 
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right 
And I'm looking for someone 

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, 
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always 
Baby I like to have you in my way 
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, 
Want to share, shows he cares 
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be this one I need? 

Take for grant 
How much I care (How much I care) 
And appreciates that I'm there 
Someone who listens 
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need? 

Is it you? is it you? 
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for 
Could you be the one for me? 
Could you be the one I need?

|| Feel Blue - Jac ||

|| Chinese Horoscope 2008 Feb 7 - 2009 Jan २५ ||

Auggguaauhhhhh~~

General Though you will have many opportunities in terms of promotions, bestowed more responsibilities or the expansion of your business this year, there are more challenges ahead compared to the year of the Pig. You will be busier than usual but not necessary fruitful due to severe people problems. There will be more misunderstandings, betrayals, back-stabbings, and disputes this year. Hence, it is important to watch your back. Do not participate in any gossip corners and certainly avoid direct conflicts with others. There is also a high probability of being involved in legal situations. This year you might want to have more personal space. You will also be interested in religion, philosophy, metaphysics and other new age topics. This is a good year for those who are studying or doing research. Career The authority figures, management or your boss are likely to give you more opportunities to show of your strengths this year. There are more chances of promotions or being given more responsibilities. If you are in business, you may be considering expanding your business. You will be busy this year. However, severe office politics will prove to be very challenging for you. Avoid direct conflicts with others. This is the time to utilize your diplomatic skills. Do not trust anybody on the career front this year. Wealth Though your wealth luck is good this year, there is a concern of losing it through legal problems. If you are investing this year, you must do your own homework and go through the fine print. Even if it means that you need to take a longer time and greater effort to study into it before making a decision, it will be worth it. Relationship For those who are attached or married, you may want to have more personal space this year. For those who are single, the probability of meeting someone special is rather slim. Hang in there. Health You may suffer from lethargy, gastric and stomach problems, weak concentration and a short attention span. You may be more forgetful. Try to have adequate rest and be positive. Most of the health issues that will arise this year are due to people issues and being too stressed out. It may make you feel demoralized and even cause you to doubt yourself. Ensure that you surround yourself with a positive environment and positive people. People People problems are severe. Try to be humble, diplomatic and tactful. Avoid getting into any direct conflicts with others. Back-stabbings, betrayals and misunderstandings are very common this year. While others are trying to irritate you, especially on the career front, it is important to understand that you need to focus on your own goals and do not let others offend or affect your emotions so easily. Action Place a Hematite and Aragonite in your office or home.

|| Chinese New Year ||

Chinese New Year

The Chinese New Year has a great history. In other traditions, by this time in the year, most resolutions - made on December 31 - have been subtly forgotten and placed in a cupboard marked "maybe next year." However, all hope is not lost, as there's a second chance to start afresh with the celebration of Chinese New Year on February 12th.

The Chinese New Year is very similar to the Western one, swathed in traditions and rituals.

The origin of the Chinese New Year is itself centuries old - in fact, too old to actually be traced. It is popularly recognised as the Spring Festival and celebrations last 15 days.

Preparations tend to begin a month from the date of the Chinese New Year (similar to a Western Christmas), when people start buying presents, decoration materials, food and clothing. A huge clean-up gets underway days before the New Year, when Chinese houses are cleaned from top to bottom, to sweep away any traces of bad luck, and doors and windowpanes are given a new coat of paint, usually red. The doors and windows are then decorated with paper cuts and couplets with themes such as happiness, wealth and longevity printed on them.

The eve of the New Year is perhaps the most exciting part of the event, as anticipation creeps in. Here, traditions and rituals are very carefully observed in everything from food to clothing. Dinner is usually a feast of seafood and dumplings, signifying different good wishes. Delicacies include prawns, for liveliness and happiness, dried oysters (or ho xi), for all things good, raw fish salad or yu sheng to bring good luck and prosperity, Fai-hai (Angel Hair), an edible hair-like seaweed to bring prosperity, and dumplings boiled in water (Jiaozi) signifying a long-lost good wish for a family. It's usual to wear something red as this colour is meant to ward off evil spirits - but black and white are out, as these are associated with mourning. After dinner, the family sit up for the night playing cards, board games or watching TV programmes dedicated to the occasion. At midnight, the sky is lit up by fireworks.

On the day itself, an ancient custom called Hong Bao, meaning Red Packet, takes place. This involves married couples giving children and unmarried adults money in red envelopes. Then the family begins to say greetings from door to door, first to their relatives and then their neighbours. Like the Western saying "let bygones be bygones," at Chinese New Year, grudges are very easily cast aside.

The end of the New Year is marked by the Festival of Lanterns, which is a celebration with singing, dancing and lantern shows.

Although celebrations of the Chinese New Year vary, the underlying message is one of peace and happiness for family members and friends.

|| Yellow Yellow Yellow ||

Digi. Always the smartest choice~ Haha, meeting 'Wong Zai' at Genting Highland!!

Lalalala~take photo with ' Wong zai' o~

Hou Wong o~
small 'Wong zai'

Alex also become 'Xiu Wong Zai' ~

Big 'Wong Zai' Alex is coming~

Extreme Big 'Wong Zai'!!!!!!!!

Finally is~~~~~~~~
Alex with 2 real 'Wong Zai'!!

I will follow u~
~"Hou Wong ah!!!!!!!!"

|| hOLiDaY o0oOo0o ||

yaho0O0o0O0o~~~

Its my 3 week holiday

Just 3 week only

only 3 week =.=

now is the 1st week

Just back from Cameron with my family

All is vegie,fruits,tea and some snack

Quite boring for my holiday

all the day just eat,watch tv,online,play my online tribalwars(game)

Got anyone wanna date me out?FOC o :p

wakakaka

long time no go for movie alr

lazy & don no wan find who to go together

haiz...Don care la

Wait my mui mui finish their exam first just see got chance to go watch or not

...Boring,Boring,Boring...

Ok la,next time just post the photo up here

Happy Holiday!!!

~if can (=_=)"

|| Old tOwN wHitE cAfE ||

This our exam week,everyone was busy study and quite hard How about me?sure same here lo but i didn't study really hard la
Critical thinking-still quite ok
Account-didn't do exercise and practice at all
Managerial math-tml test,just read and view example no test to do
Management-not prepare yet,didn't go for lecture
Information System-didn touch at all,but course work get nice
So went to town cafe (24H) with da 'mumy' to study last midnite
Order one Kopi O bing with a double kaya butter toasted roti for supper first.Kopi Ooooooooooo bing ji pui~(咖啡乌冰一杯~)

Mumy's Kopi O bing with Sky juice
[Black and White]

We plan to study till the next day 8am then fetch mumy go for her exam
Its quite boring there,but we 2 always make some joke to wake up ourself
Talking about funny thing,doing silly action,hear some story from mumy
lol~
In the end didn't read much thing from note :P

||Mambo Number5 Part||
I was too boring because i almost study finish my Managerial Math
suddenly~~


Haha
maybe mumy also too boring
she trying to move her body when heard the music
hohoho..
That time the cafe just left we 2 customer still at there 'gao gao zhan' only
I said:"U dare to dance now?"
Mumy:":P"
I take out my hp and start record her action.
Mumy said:"what u doing?Don't shoot me la. >.<"
but i still carry on with my video recording
starting she was nt dare to move..
BUT,after a while..... XD

After we view bac the video,both of us keep laughing
she ask e to send the video to her
then she said:"U won't going to post the video de right?"
I said:"Why not?Sure i will.Wakaka XD"
mumy said:"U dare??!!I let u die~beat u er!!"
I said:"Same what,i didn't post u also always beat me de :P"
She replied:"u better don ah @.@"
Ps:Guys!!Remember to protect me ya!!I 牺牲小我,完成大我~~

We continue our study and have our breakst at there.
My is Ipoh 'ho fun'
Mumy de is curry mee
photo at mumy hp,take it later

Prepare to study lo~bb ya everyone

|| BeaUtiFul GaL (jOjO) ||

[Nice song to introduce for all my friend]

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be ya baby (be ya baby)
You try'd to spit some game
Asking me girl what's ya name
Saw that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we'd have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you're only mine
Tonight is yours
But tomorrow's for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
'Cause your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
[Beautiful Girls lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my cue to go
So I hit the door
I left you hot
With your mind is still running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you're only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cause I'll have)
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

|| mOOn ||

Round round moon

Round round moon

Moon light zhao zai my home

Don't have 'chun xia qiu dong' de home

'lui chuan' 1000 years

LoL

Moon festival day

nothing to do this morning so just simply type something la

Today is courses registation day,but i don no at all

haiz......

Almost wan go Melacca for our gathering

but i still not yet start arrange the scheduel and i event don have the scheduel with me

zzzzzz....

suan le ba

Chinese said:"shun qi zhi ran lo"

Don let the small small thing disturb my mood~

Moon~I'm Comming~

|| My bLoOd dOnatiOn ||

This is my second time donate my blOOd~

hehe

although get a bit of pain in the begining and after

but still vy happy to donate it

meaningful activity for U level of population that >17 years old

My 1st time give to a nurse that vy pretty and quite young

hohoho

so nice man

she talk soft and act soft to me

nonono

is to evryone who donate the blood

The 2nd time of donation is locate at my primary school!!

SRJK(C) PAY FONG 2

no much memory to that school right now

but still remember i have a good teacher that care of us

The canteen that sold the food vy nice and affortable

some of the pic to show~

The needle quite big o
Blood flow from my body to a packet

A male ass.nurse come to me to pull put the needle

so scare he miss it

coz he look like no experiance @.@

drink a cup of milo and get the certificate then we when back to home

Will donate again after 3 months!!

One year maximum can donate 4 times(most of the pro. said de)

Tire le..

nite nite everyone~!!

|| I'm BaCk~ ||

Hi everybody~wakakaka

Sorry for didn't post any new about 2 month le

becoz i don have card reader can post my photo ma

No photo no interesting le ma

so......

sorry la

Ps: always get scold from da mumy miku coz din post anyting =.="

My Final Exam is coming this week lo

still not yet study

haiz.....lazy la

no much mood to study le

don no y oso

must be play online game too much le

currently playing www.tribalwars.net

this is the online game who build troops,village and use to attack others village and noble their village

actualy nothing fun la

but is vy 'ke xi' to don care it becoz i alr be the vy pro player in that game ^^

so......zzzzz

Still will study la don wan to fail any subject ma

hope to get the CGPA above 3.0

if not sure will get scold from family de

My self target should be around 3.3 like that

alpha year alr achieve it

but beta is a bit more difficult

The conclusion is....

Study time must be > gamming time

Will i success?

Don know la,some of the percentage have to depend on my housemate!!!

Don't always 'lau' we 'da ji' le la~Study study study xD

zzzzzzzzz......

after a while,my housemate ''ah fui" said:"Alex,'da ji' lo...."

DIU~

I played again =.="

1 hour game,i have to study one hour now

LoL~but now no mood ma

how study o?

record it down st..keke

next time just ganti balik

lalalalala~

Study Study Study